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Western VS Asian

 

  Went to Burger King this afternoon for my lunch… Well, complain a bit first… For the first time, after having the whole set of meal, I still able to take my dinner… Normally, I wont able to take my dinner after I had my LARGE meal at Burger King…… Strange, just now after my meeting, I still can finish a “Wantan Ho” and it’s consider a big meal also… Until now i still felt very full……..

 

  Back to today’s topic~~~~ I taking my lunch alone as usual, and which sometimes I enjoyed it… Because, without someone talking to me, I able to see around (this is one of the thing that i like to do)… I mean, sometimes, I love to have a look around and “observing” what normally people did during thier lunch time, taking lunch, hang with friends, shopping……..

 

  Today, besides me there is one foreign, at that moment, don’t know why, suddenly recall something… I can’t remember who say that to me…. It’s about the western and the asian… The interesting thing is about when western take their meal at fast food restaurant, after they finished, they will and they need to clean up, not really clean up but need to send thier tray to the dispose place….. But asian, sorry~~ They will leave it at the table, and someone (the staff/worker) will clean it up…..

 

  When this turns as a habit for the asian, there is one asian, I think is Sabahan, if not mistake, is he….. He went to Australia, study oversea, and went for fast food restaurant, and naturally he left after his meal…… And he actually felt strange why everyone clean up before they leave……. When this story is shared to me, I know that’s the difference between western and asian…. And I think this is caused by calture……

 

  This noon, after the foreign finish his meal, he stood up and take the tray and put the burger’s paper, fries’ paper into the tray and bring it to throw…… I don’t felt strange, but I wondering….. The reaction of the worker/staff there~~~~ I think very soon, the staff there take over everything.. and do the clean up…. After when my turn is finished, I start wondering…… Should I leave it there or I need to take to the disposal place?? Unfortunalely I am an asian, I choose to leave it at the table……

Thanks!!

 Thanks so much!!

 

　　Thanks to those who give me help, give me chance, give me confident~~~ I know, most of the time, I really lack of confidence, and always bring myself into a dark place, and make myself lost inside….

 

　　Sometimes, I can bring myself into a very confident way, but once I bring myself there, I have a felt, a feeling tells me that, why I didn’t do it better? Suppose I can did it better… The more I wish I can did it better, it getting worse in the end….

 

　　I had my first experience of being MC in such a quite formal activity… I can felt that I did a worst job that I never did…. For so far, until last night (I mean Monday night). Well, it happen in very sudden, and at the same times, all the things in my mind is the youth club things… And that’s actually didn’t make my brain be clear? I hate when i have this kind of excuses~~~

 

　　That excuses actually make me felt like I still kinda weak on being MC, coz in a short time period, I can’t get myself prepare~~ A little dissappointment for myself, however!! I know I should and I will do it better next time!!

 

　　Thanks to the youth club gave me a sweet chance~~~ Being Secertary is something I always afraid of….. And this time, they gave me a chance, and happy to say that, they “look high” on me….. And which i also very afraid, letting them down…. I will dissappointed them….. So many fears….. And are these fears will be overcomed?

 

　　Sometimes, I felt weird, why I can be so confident sometimes, and suddenly I was soo fears of all the things……..

做错选择？？

 

冲动？丧失理智？

 

　　很奇怪，忽然整个人的情绪变得好奇怪……虽然我算是经得起打击的人，可是最近不少的事情都让我觉得很气馁？很失败……甚至觉得自己很腐败～～～

 

　　我在想，我对别人的承诺，是否能像在我Blog里的歌一样，作出一个承诺，并且实现那个承诺~~~~~半个月快过了~~~六月也眨个眼就完了，忽然好想和芳颖一样，重拾书包，回到校园里~~~

 

　　忽然想起刚才吃饭的时候看到刘德华的戏，戏里的老人说，人生的美妙，人生不必从头开始，可悲的是，人生不能重新开始～～～我一直在想，如果这一切都很早发生，今天的我又是一个怎样的人呢？对，我一直只是在想，如果当初是如何如何，何不现在就如何如何，而在一年后的今天对自己说，一年前这样开始，果然还没迟！

 

　　忽然发现，家里的担子，好像默默的往我身上搁了～～～以前最不想面对的东西，如今要慢慢开始接受了～～～～～好像很无奈，可是，我却比很多人信服很多？？满足吧，知足吧，加油吧！！

 

　　本来觉得不开心，忽然变成开导自己了，哈哈～～真的很可爱～～

 

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